Can you listen for a minute while I pour my heart out!?
Tonight I got to have coffee with my friend Candie. I have blogged a lot lately about my time with my girls Ally,Des, Julisa, Amy and Amberly... I love you to Val we just don't hang much! :) I met Candie almost 6 years ago through Russ and from there we built a ton of amazing moments and memories, she for so long was my strength, my shoulder, my right side of my body...minus some butt! We rocked out at the ball fields together for 13hours sometimes and fell in love with Starbucks together. She was my BFF. Candie and Kurt had tried for quite sometime to have a little one and well eventually...dreams do come true and she and he are amazing parents no doubt. Problem is we are not the same. In that sense I mean we are not attached to the hip. Literally when I say that I mean Candie was at my house Mon-Sat almost every night except for Tuesday which is "mom dinner" and I really, really, really got very attached to her. She was my sister. Not that Ash isn't the greatest but Candie was a different sister. I had Dalton and she was always still there...again a BFF and sister. I cry writing this because I miss her and the times we had and its so hard to even schedule days together anymore... I feel like I take things personal and too extreme when Candie does other things that don't involve me. Stupid I know, she has a life, I have a life. That's normal....I just feel a void. I have great super other gal pals that I would walk through fire for, but no matter where Candie and I go or what we do or have done...we pick up right where we left off and I love how we laugh and how she laughs by plugging her nose with her fingers....LOL! So bottom line is I got to see her after almost a month of no visual presence and it was a really good time. We both agreed though we are not a Starbucks couple like me and Des, we belong in pj's watching TV...OK well I feel a little better. She is honestly a good person and yes we have had our differences and opinions but I love her! She was my first friend in my NEW life!
Dear Tracy...my little bubble of emotion...what do I say? Your right, our lives have taken a few different paths along the way, but that dosen't mean we love each other anyless. Time is always an issue, and other friends and family are a must, but your right we need to MAKE time for one another. Hopefully with the warmer weather coming....it won't be so hard to get together and hang out like we used to!!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for the kind words....you truely are like a little sister to me!!
Just promise next time...no starbucks sitting...it's to quiet for our type!! :) Love ya!
aww so sweet :)
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