Wow! Lately a whirl wind of emotions have come over me. I have been grumpy, tired, stressed and not a very nice wife, friend etc. I have certain things out of my control at this point and I am not aware that I am a very controlling person at all but lately its all I want to do....control! So I went back to the gym and Julisa is right by my side which is awesome cause we head straight from work annnnnnd she even has me taking a yoga class tonight. Oh lord! This monthly cycle has also takin its toll on me. Not fun, then the snow came around planting flowers and garden time and I was really bummed and about to jump off the cliff.
We had both boys this weekend and my tolerance level was not the greatest. So at times I felt like a bad mom and then that just took me lower. I have missed a lot of sleep but the Dr. is working on that now. I have apologized to the husband for being a total biotch and a unfriendly lady for I am usually careless and breezy with attitude! However I woke up this morning and felt a ton better. Maybe you just aren't supposed to be couped up in your house ALL weekend with boys/men...it's just too much!!! I need alone time...and thats not rude or selfish.. We all have different kinds of energy and not one of us was using it. I'm hoping that yoga might be the answer...My luck I will throw my back out..
I did however have a great time with my sister and brother in law yesterday at Dave and Busters. Its a game, arcade, food place. I will post pics soon. I also got my ring and cant quit looking at it. I love it.
So for all of you that really know me, I am not a downer by any means I am actually typically the sunshine for others, but right now I need someone else to shine on my parade!
XOXO
I was wondering where my daily dose of Tracy blogs were. It's Ok to take some time out and regroup, even it's just mentally! I love ya and will be your sunshine whenever you need me to be. What gym do you belong too? I want to start going but I know I would be more motivated if I went with someone.
ReplyDeleteI totally know what you feel like being shacked up all weekend with your hubby and kids. Sometimes it can totally be overwhelming. That's when you need to tell your hubby that you are taking the next hour for yourself and seriously go lock yourself away. Take a nap, soak in the tub, read a book or magazine, listen to the radio, watch a tv show. ANYTHING that will make you feel more like you, DO IT. Your hubby and kiddos will thank you for it in the long run.
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