So It Was Brought To My Attention

So someone who means the world to me, unintentionally brought to my attention that I maybe haven't been myself lately. (clearing throat) Who am I? Well....I am "typically" fun going, laughing, never have a care in the world, bubbly, vivacious..voluptuous, wearing heart on sleeve, loving, affectionate kind of gal. Want me to keep going? I totally can....kind, smart, funny...crazy blah blah blaaah!

So anyhoots "they" think I have been in a rut and can't wait to have the "old Tracy" back. :(
Well that made me sad because I didn't know I had really ever left. (calling crazy ward) JK

I think..I know, that with all of my hormone,vitamin deficiencies I maybe lost a little spirit along with a lot of hair (sensitive subject..watch it!) then with Dalton's whole medical mystery recycling and now I'm laid up with a viscous cold. I mean seriously, I haven't had a ear infection since I was maybe 7 years old and well in Dr's. exact words today after 3 days of an antibiotic..I have a real doozy. Really that's an educated word? Regardless I knew that already via ER trip on Saturday morning at 1:30am. My entire right ear is closed off from sound. Can we say annoying? Not to mention my voice is gone...hello I am a talker, mover, never sitting still type person..CAN I GET A BREAK HERE?!

(OK, I think I am doing it again) Being NOT the old me. Dangit! So I think what this person meant was she wants the "healthy+happy Tracy" back :)

Well mee too darlin. Me too.

I know I don't seem happy but trust me the smile I make is never fake. (wow, maybe too much NyQuil tonight) Nope it's me! Always.

Sometimes you can get in a rut..talk negative about life, act negative towards friends and then people think you may have changed or that your not happy. In my case this is not ever true. :)

So have no fear friend...

IM BAAACCCK!