Years ago I diagnosed myself with reverse anorexia. What is that? That is where in the image from 2008 I felt skinnier than the image in 2010. WOW, I know right, I totally wasn't but ya see I have this amazing group of friends, a phenomenal husband who cant and wont keep his hands off me and I am mostly always happy. So why wouldn't I feel good, pretty,sexy inside? It wasn't until people took pictures and I saw them (gasp) that I was like Holy Shit Batman!!!! Then time would pass and I would be fine again, fat but fine,content,not worried. Well here we are 40lbs different and I feel just the opposite...I NOW feel like the 2008 photo and I am totally not. However nothing inside me or around me changed, so my eyes are locked on this old image. Worst part is I feel and see it everyday.
So you heard it here first......My new goal....how to FEEL and SEE the healthy woman that I am and will continue to try and be!!!
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