Sooo In Love!

I have to journal this because I keep thinking I will forget it.

Lately Russ and I have been so affectionate, googly schmoogly over each other. I don't get it, I mean we have always been quirky and in love but lately maybe since last month, we have just been like newlyweds or acting like in love for the first time ya know? Its really nice. I have actually even enjoyed Sundays, which is typically not "our" day! We are both giving and taking right now and maybe that's the key right there!
Reason I wanted to journal is because you cant help but think...Will this one day be all gone? will we ask ourselves what we ever loved or liked in each other? We will ever be fighting over possessions? Its the statistics and it scares the hell out of me. Russ and I are NOT perfect but we are happy, in love, funny, and compassionate. So what makes it all end? What makes people decide its all not worth it? When do people think its time to stop working at a marriage? Why would you? I love Russ on bad days and more on good days. It just scares me that we fit together so good RIGHT NOW that how do you stay this way???